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beams 1
02:31
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Tanaga
Can you see how each pore blooms?
Like the knitting within wombs
Or the opening of tombs
Sunrise after many moons
Verse
Don't need to be a star I’ll just stay down to earth
Dirt shaded skin, my body a garden of words
Proses for roses poetry is birthed
From deep roots, yet a green shoot, on elder shoulders
Sow a soul into a woman that becomes a man
So he grows, but soil turning into quicksand
Pigeonholes chokehold millennials potential
Prodigal provided devils play the better hand
Life's a gamble but he never wears a poker face
Just a heart, up his sleeve, wish he had, got an Ace
Facebook feed a Red Queen’s Race
Couldn’t keep pace so I saved face, wait
A second, wish yesterday gave seconds
Wish today always had a lesson, pay attention
But I’m broke wallet just got 2 cents in it
If it’s a penny for your thoughts mine can pay the difference
That’s conversation or dialogue, matter of vernacular
Realest messages don’t involve a Messenger
Cat never had ya tongue, check ya jugular if
Hindsight 20/20 then tomorrow needs binoculars
Just tryna stand on his own two feet tryna
Walk in Lola's shoes so his roots run deep and
Like the wings of a seraphim spread his leaves
Sow, reap, repeat breathes life to buried seeds, ITM
Outro
Will we see the sunrise, after many moons?
Clouds in the sky keep me, from seeing you
January made me forget, the warmth of June
Someone tell summer to hurry and come, soon
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beams 2
02:47
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Verse 1
Grabbed a fountain pen to make a wish gotta spare some sense
Faces on my feed made me wanna switch, envious
Maybe this isn’t what I’m supposed to be these mirrors taunting
Me hour hand running laps around my fastest speed
Prolly cause I’m prone to waste hours in front of screens
If I didn’t maybe it’d be them watching instead of me
But I succumb to apathy excuse my youth because it’s green
So surplus of weeks can supply my spending sprees
Really my hands just footing Screwtape’s shackle-fee
With every click, every fib, think I got dexterity in this
Act often sworn to pubescent secrecy if this
Habit runs 6 feet deep then you can bury me under-
Neath the manmade masquerade to farce of foreplay
Into an intimate scene of dreams in con artist paint
That always produces a picture of pain but the masterpiece
Is in a centerpiece of past and future symmetry
Hook
You can count stars when all ya see is the sun
You can count stars when all ya see is the sun
You can count stars when all ya see is the sun
So I hope you feel His warmth by the time that I'm, done
Verse 2
Matthew I still confuse loneliness with solitude
Cause either way I’m still ignorant of feeling mutual
And honestly by 23 I thought this bliss would be removed
Thoughts cannot manifest material but they can
Condemn the flesh, so death weds the cerebral since the
Pleasure flees when carnal shakes hands with the spiritual still
Imagination’s vain pursuit remains my obstacle tragic
How fantasies are beautiful but never touchable (ironic chuckle) ...
My consolation is that pain births poetry
A constellation to dreamers with lots of losing streaks
That’s why we tend to speak with our tongue in cheek
Sandwiching, what we really mean, in between parenthesis (hit the snare roll)
Remember Dear Aunt Sally so please don’t forget the P
Then maybe you could see the truth that lies underneath
Facades of fake smiles, “it’s been awhile”, and friendly nods so you
Can hitchhike all the miles that my shoes have walked, ITM
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Verse 1 (ITM)
Good afternoon I guess it’s time to go to work
Do wishes work like prayers? If so I should get to church
But I could use a genie every time I’m on 7th in SOMA
I’d make a wish every time I step in Natoma, I’ll list ‘em
So listen wish I had Tito Larry’s wisdom maybe then
I’d march our people up and down Market and Mission
Wish every line I rhyme could get my students open doors
Then every single one of my verses would be a 64
Then I’d wish for fifty more, wish I could tear
Down Salesforce, every damn floor and corridor (*beat cut out)
Tower of Babel funny it’s a big mirror
But we’re blind to the blame painted by this metaphor I’d make
A wish every time I look at these kids
Wish your Dad was around and you had money for rent I wish
You’d always be heard and wish you'd never get hurt but
Wishes aren’t prayers so I guess it’s time to go to work, ITM
Verse 2 (Mavy-e)
Little kid talking to the sky asking why
Life gets harder every single time
Asking for advise, asking for the better days to arrive
Everywhere you see displacement, gentrification
Skyscrapers in the sky, everywhere you see poverty
And the misery of they eyes, the homeless looking for a place
To stay for the night a 9-5
Ain’t enough for a decent life, In the limelight of the Frisco lights
But that ain’t stop the kid hustling every night
And inspite all the surroundings the block
Kept him ready to fight and now it’s time to speak the truth
To the youth, have them ready to fight spit the roots
To these kids cuz the future looks bright equip them
With the power of knowledge and Lapu Lapu’s might
And maybe one day equality would work
But for now y’all it’s time to go to work
Interlude (Alexa)
I’ll wish on the biggest star
Is the morning near or far?
Tell me how long we gotta wait
For someday to be today?
I’ll wish on the biggest star
Is the morning near or far?
Tell me how long we gotta wait
For someday to be today?
Outro (Alexa & ITM)
For someday to be today?
Tell me how long we gotta wait
Tell me how long we gotta wait
For someday to be today?
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beams 4
01:19
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Verse
Dastardly do duets with my alter-ego
We falter egos my dude head to the nearer steeple
Off the top I free flow, my writtens barely legal killed
Three bald eagles through a peephole like a free throw
Is he Black, Bollywood, or burrito?
None of the above, bub, better Google Pilipino
JesusMarJosep, this Pacquiao in casinos these
Exec’s writing checks looking like 8 C-notes
Throw the flow for the people, tita's and the titos Evil
Kenival on the beams pen got gold in Rio
There’s hella fish in the sea but you just found a Nemo
These Black Beatles more feeble they frozen in a fetal
Went on two dates, they had to pay that’s Double-Dutch
Milton Fried said nothing free so just eat ya lunch
What can I say, trouble does what trouble does? Here’s
Ya supper bud, it’s a knuckle sandwich for a sucker punch
Long sentences cause commas on the run that’s
Implicit message on the prisons man we love to fund
While kids along the margins would rather cop a gun
Cause these cops and these guns adding up like a sum wait
Maybe that’s too heavy for ya wee little cerebral
A-D-D, do the math, ya attention times zero
Versace, Versace, Versace, how 'bout these flows?
Takes two to Tango, but I tangle three a-Migos, ITM
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Verse
Magandang Pilipina Reyna Ng Mga Morena
Look like second coming of Gabriella Silang
Whose roots bloomed a dark skinned Sampaguita worth
A hundreds Pias make her Papa "Mama Mia”
Sowed with a soft shade of soil from an Eden
Reminds me of my own your nose isn’t European
Like mine, they look Pinocchio, telling lies
Bleaching our bones, brown bodies getting gentrified
A mirage in mirrors, don’t you see the para-
-dise in you and I, like our land was never colonized?
Our ancestors never died, I see them in
Your eyes, your mind, and your shining melanin
The sunrise they saw when dawn was just a distant friend
As long as we don’t forget know that they’ll live again
So I wrote this verse to reverse the curse Mr. Harvey
Crown every Pilipina on Earth Miss Universe, ITM
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Verse 1
Gimme a pen and a pad my pad’ll end up The Pen ITM
Gifted with gab, I grab you when I spit, slap you
With a map so you can feel where I been I mean
Yes I can wrap so when I gab it’s a gift Mama’s
Son so ya shade never gona block my shine may be
Late, to the game, been on Filipino time but I still
Came, 8 rays, I might burn a mic hella
Drakes after fame every verse got a Poltergeist
Yeah he kill it when he spit it never back down
Every bar a bullet, never put The Mac down
So wet like Steph Ima need a Sham-wow but
How you got bands when you can’t count?
You plus me spells defeat but you can’t see
Cause you can’t read basic like ABG’s and
Light skin wannabes everybody after CREAM but I’m
Spitting these beams boy better bring sunscreen, ITM
Verse 2
Flick my wrist when I write, every beam been a swish but
Your shot laying bricks like you, on mission trips skip
All the tracks on ya list, play hopscotch on ya mix
But the only chalk on the ground is for the beat I bodied in six
Bars, that’s just my intro, Kendrick outta Control
Gimme a feature and I’ma write you a diss never kiss
And tell, but if a mic meets my lips I’ma tell
All you sucka MC’s ya flirting with death so ya
Better off just staying friends, you beating me?
Better off finding pairs of fists on a pacifist better off
Finding a dreamer who never turned pessimist better off
Playing chicken with a crash dummy atop a precipice
Never wet my pants but now you mad cause you hella pissed
Never had stage fright, I show you where the pressure is my
People in poverty when I'm imprisoned to privilege but
I'll still kill a mic, like I hold a gun and fist, 6
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beams 7
03:20
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Verse 1
Running in place but still get ahead of myself we may
Not be on the same page but I hope we share a shelf
Fighting my inner-demons I won a couple belts but
It’s been a minute I’ve been in it never saved by a bell
What if a leaf, falls in spring? Does a caged bird sing?
Does a finder keep, if a loser weeps? What if
Soulmates never meet? Or war is the price of peace? What’s
A king to a king if they pawns in the grand scheme?
Tell me you ever seen a scene of The Unseen? An obscene
Sistine in the sixteen of a sinner? Who’s
Tryna see what they see when they speak but he meets
Elegies that question if he’s just playing pretender
I want to get my center back, like Kobe Lakers minus Shaq
Just pass the nearest pen and pad, no Dre but I leave Aftermaths
Heart on sleeve don’t shake my hand, spill blood on beats that’s passion man
Don’t got a plus one should subtract, me and you but I don’t math
Yes he can, kill a track, but he can’t, bring ‘em back
All the kids, moms and dads, how he still, turn his back?
Time is still, running laps, but he can’t, get on track
Just tryna find myself but I don’t got a map, Google
This, Google that, where’s Sway? I need a rap
Where’s ‘Ye? I need a rant, ok I never had
The answers either, just got questions in need of hearers
Or teachers anyways the best writers are better readers, ITM
Verse 2
Don’t squeeze the pen too tight or it won’t write
Can’t change minds if yours covered in blinds homesickness
Needs a remedy, pass the sympathy sweet
Sorrow that borrows tomorrow’s serenity
Gotta call more frequently Mama’s prayers never as far
In-between must make Heaven smell heavenly says
She can’t sing but her amens sound like symphonies make
Angels ask for music sheets when she prays for Timothy
Wish ticks didn’t tock so much wish clocks
Didn’t have wings, I’d put their hands in cuffs
If it would just give us hour-long seconds to be
All together maybe I could just never grow up
Couple months and I’ll have another candle to puff still
Wondering if my rap stuff will ever get a buzz
Comparison called and said I’ll never be enough
“if, and’s, and but’s” never seem to stop his messages
If only I believed in me like she does I’d keep up
Even if the door closed I’d find the key or bust the hinges
Even with a sore throat I’d bang and yell for Wilma
Shake hands with the future and say “hello, nice to meet ya”
Blood thicker than the water that I’m drowning in barely
Learned to swim good thing they bring me back to shallow end if
Home is where the heart is guess address got no medicine
So my sleeve has her name written in melanin, ITM
Home is where the heart is guess address got no medicine
So my sleeve has her name written in melanin, 7
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Verse
Brown boy grew up in a white town
Hid his frown underneath a smile cause he
Just wanted, to make a few friends even
Tried to pinch his nose just so he could fit in prayed
He would grow so he could ball with the tall kids
10-year-old wearing number 8, jersey a bit
Too big his Mom said that he’d grow into it anyways
This was back when tall T’s were fashion trends
Moving along his classmates mistook his heritage
They all thought he was Black, Indian, no wait
Mexican, well didn’t really know himself didn’t
Help that his next of kin laughed at his accent
You’re so “white washed”, oh my gosh
“Why you talk, like that?” their words kinda felt like
Getting punched on the inside it didn’t matter
Who he was with his body still didn’t fit right
But he didn’t know, that he could be mad, too
Busy begging his Mom to get back with his Dad and
His best friend was white, plus his crushes looked alike
So his main concern remained fitting in this Promised Land
Til he got a little older and started to place
More question marks than periods to punctuate
His sentences, like “do they treat me different cause I’m
Different?”, and “hey Mom what is my race”?
Then he started trying on Mama’s maiden tongue the same
One she wore before she swore monogamy to this
Blue Empire and asked for the family’s
Memories to remember his identity eventually
He learned this world’s not a puzzle, it’s more like
A painting so he didn’t have to fit a muzzle just to fit
In, just had to make the world a little more colorful
So he took some beams and became, ITM
"Saan Ka Man Naroroon"(My Lolo)
Saan ka man naroroon sinta (Wherever you are, my love)
Pag-ibig kong wagas (My love so pure)
Ang ‘yong nadarama (Is what you will feel)
Kailan pa man (You will never)
Sa iyo’y lilimot (Be forgotten)
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ITM Quezon City, Philippines
ITM (reiteration of the Tagalog word, “itim” meaning "dark") is a 2nd Gen Filipino-American emcee born and raised in Northern California. He moved to the Philippines in 2018 to live with and serve the urban poor in Metro Manila. Repping Riverside, Quezon City, ITM creates to inspire his "kababayans" to reclaim and decolonize their identities and meaningfully reconnect back to the Motherland. ... more
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